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第20章心灵独白（1）
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AProposaltoMyself
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1.ign'n？：]v.不顾，不理会；忽视
2.exude[ig'zju：d]v.使渗出；发散（气味等）
3.mysterious[mis'ti？ri？s]adj.神秘的；不可思议的
4.surgeon['s？：d？？n]n.外科医生
5.psyche['saiki]n.灵魂；精神
6.ace[？'kweint？ns]n.相识的人，熟人
7.fused[k？n'fju：zd]adj.困惑的，惶惑的
IamwritingthisthedaybeforeIknowmyfate—thedaybeforeIkowhateninmylife.IamwritingthiswithmymiIwillalifepassmeby.IamdetermiIwillseetheworldithatmaybepossibleforme.IamsurethatIwillbeethiheecarriesmylifeigivesmebadnews.
Iwillhosewhoinsistthatauydegreeistileonlywayyouwillfindameansoflivingthesedays.IwilligellmethatIamadreamerwithoutadreaIwilltellmyselfthatalthoughImayedtocollege，Ihaveseehernlightsthemselvesinfrontofme.IhavetastedthewineinParisandswuminAtlantidPacifis.IhavebeentoanIrishpub，achedthesuheRomanForuIhaveclimbedtheSsaarsiilIcouldseenomore.
Ihaveexperieisliketolive，andIwilltellmyselfthatevenifthatenvelopeissmallaiotheyhaverejectedwillandgoontoseemoremountainsandswimiersandkeepongthestars，beewhereitiswrittenthatImustuetolivemylifetheto.
&hatwillreachmymailboxtomorraIamreadytobearwithdself-respect.Iwillnotlesstheybetearsgood-byetomychildhoodandwelinginaismysteriousandunkwillteachmetogrowaandwhythihewaytheyare.Owillfilteroutallmyregretsamyself-worthmultiply.
Iwillbestronginmybattlealethingsbringmedown.Iwilltellmyselfthatitisokaytobescatterbrainedonawhileandthatsometimesthekindnessyoushowwillbalayourfaults.IwillknowthatIamagoodpersonadoesn’tnecessarilymeanthatyouareatocollege.IknowwhoIamandtherearebrainsurgeonswhowouldbegedshmymulti-facetedpsyche.
IamwritingthisthedaybeforeIknowmyfate—thedaybeforeIkowhateninmylife.IamwritingthiswithmymiIwillalifepassmeby.IamdetermiIwillseetheworldithatmaybepossibleforme.IamsurethatIwillbeethiheecarriesmylifeigivesmebadnews.
Iwillhosewhoinsistthatauydegreeistileonlywayyouwillfindameansoflivingthesedays.IwilligellmethatIamadreamerwithoutadreaIwilltellmyselfthatalthoughImayedtocollege，Ihaveseehernlightsthemselvesinfrontofme.IhavetastedthewineinParisandswuminAtlantidPacifis.IhavebeentoanIrishpub，achedthesuheRomanForuIhaveclimbedtheSsaarsiilIcouldseenomore.
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