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现在安逸的生活和千丝万缕的各种关系。
人类浪迹天涯的浪漫个性是不能被驯化的。
约翰逊博士在谈到曾到国外旅行的人的时候说过,出国旅行并没有提高他们的社交能力。
事实上,我们在国外确实度过了一些很美好的时光,从某种意义上讲也很能教育人,可是与我们本质的生活状态却背道而驰,这两者永远无法结合。
当我出国旅行时,我们就不再是我们自己,而是也许会变成另外一个更让人羡慕的人。
我们离开了朋友,离开了自我。
于是诗人才吟唱出如此优雅的诗句:“离开祖国,离开自我。”
如果想遗忘那些让人痛苦的思索,最好的办法是暂时离开那能触景伤情的事物以及与之相关的联系,然而只有生养我们的故乡才是我们安身立命的地方。
因此,如果我可以再活一次,我就要用今生的时间巡游世界,而在来生,我将永远守候在我的故乡!
&hepleasahingsinthewoingajourIliketogobymyself.Ijoysoaroom;butoutofdoors,natureispanyenoughforme.Iamthenneverlessalohan>
"Thefieldswashisstudy,naturewashisbook."
Iotseethewitofwalkingandtalkiime.WhenIamiryIwishtovegetatelikethetry.Iamnhedge-rowsandblackcattle.Igooutoftowetthetownandallthatisihosewhoforthispurposeg-pladcarrythemetropoliswiththeIlikemoreelbowroomandfewerince.Ilikesolitude,whenIgivemyselfuptoit,forthesakeofsolitude;nordoIaskfor"afriendi,ersolitudeissweet."
Thesoulofajourneyisliberty,perfectliberty,tothink,feel,do,justasonepleases.Wegoajourobefreeofallimpedimentsandofallioleaveourselvesbehind,muchmetridofothers.ItisbecauseIwantalittlebreathiomuseoers,whereplation"Mayplumeherfeathersagrs,ThatinthevariousbustleofresortWerealltooruffled,aimesimpaired,"thatIabsehetoithoutfeelingatalossthemomebymyself.Insteadofafriendinapost-chaiseorinaTilbury,toexgegoodthingswith,andvarythesamestaletain,fororucewithimpertineheclearblueskyovermyhead,aurfbehmyfeet,awindingroadbeforeme,andthreehours'marer—ahinking!
ItishardifIameontheselohs.Ilaugh,Irun,Ileap,Isingforjoy.FromthepointcloudIpluomypastbeihere,asthesun-burntIndianplungesheadlongihatwaftshimtohishenlottenthi;sunkenwralesstreasuries,"burstupo,aofeel,think,andbemyselfagain.Insteadofanawkwardsileemptsatwitordullon-plaeisthatundisturbedsilerefeelikespuions,antitheses,argument,andahanIdo;butIsometimeshadratherbewithoutthe"Leave,oh,leavemetomyrepose!
"Ihavejustnowotherbusinessinhand,whiidletoyou,butiswithme"verystuffofthece."Isnotthiswildrosesweetwithoutaehisdaisyleaptomyheartsetinitserald?YetifIweretoexplaintoyouthecethathassoeome,youwouldonlysmile.HadIheomyself,aservemetobroodover,fromheretypoint,andfromtheothefar-distanthorizon?Ishouldbebutbadpanyallthatway,andtherefalosaidthatyoumay,whenthemoodyfiteson,walkorrideonbyyourself,andindulgeyourreceives.Butthislookslikeabreaanofothers,ahinkihatyououghttorejoinyourparty."Outuponsuchhalf-facedfellowship,"sayI.Iliketobeeithereomyself,orehedisposalofothers;totalkorbesilent,towalkorsitstill,tobesociableorsolitary.IleasedwithaionofMr.Cobbett's,thathethought"itabadFrentodrinkourwihourmeals,andthatanEnglishmanoughttodooatime."SoIottalkandthink,einmelanusingandlivelyversationbyfitsandstarts.
"Letmehaveayway,"saysSter;Wereitbuttoremarkhowtheshadowslehesu;Itisbeautifullysaid;but,inmyopinion,thisualparierfereswiththeinvoluntaryimpressionofthingsuponthemind,andhurtsthese.Ifyouonlyhintwhatyoufeelinakindofdumbshow,itisinsipid;ifyouhavetoexplainit,itismakingatoilofapleasure.Youotreadthebookofbeiuallyputtothetroubleitforthebehers.Iamforthissyhodonajourotheanalytical.Iamttolayinastockofideasthen,andtoexamiomisethemafterwards.Iwanttoseemyvaguenotionsfloatlikethedowlebeforethebreeze,andnottohavethemehebriarsandthornsoftroversy.Foronce,Iliketohaveitallmyownway;andthisisimpossibleunlessyouarealone,orinsupanyasIdo.Ihaveueapointwithawentymilesofmeasuredroad,butnotforpleasure.Ifyouremarkthestofabeanfieldgtheroad,perhapsyourfellow-travellerhasnosmell.Ifyoupointtoadista,perhapsheisshhted,andhastotakeouthisglasstolookatit.Thereisafeeliohecolorofacloud,whichhitsyourfancy,buttheeffectofwhichyouareuoatfor.Thereisthennosympathy,butanuneasygafterit,andadissatisfawhichpursuesyouontheway,andintheendprobablyproducesill-humor.NowIneverquarrelwithmyself,andtakeallmyownsfraillIfiodefeobjes.
Itisyoumaynotbeofatheobjedcesthatpresentthemselvesbeforeyou—thesemayreumberofobjedleadtoassostoodelidrefiobepossiblyuhers.YettheseIlovetocherish,aillfondlyclutchthem,efrtodoso.Togivewaytbeforeparavaganceoraffe;aherhand,tohavetouhismysteryateveryturn,aakeaerestiheendisnotanswered),isatasktowhichfeete"giveitaanding,but;MyoldfriendCe,however,coulddoboth.Hecouldgoodelightfulexplanatorywayoverhillanddaleasummer'sdayaalaoadidaoraPi;Hetalkedfarabovesinging."IfIyideasinsoundingandflhtperhapswishtohavesomeooadmiretheswellingtheme;orIoret,wereitpossibleformestilltohearhisegvoithewoodsofAll-Fox-den.Theyhad"thatfihemwhichourfirstpoetshad";andiftheycouldhavebeencaughtbysomerarei,wouldhavebreathedsusasthefollowing:
"Herebewoodsasgreen
Asany,airlikewiseasfresha
AswhensmoothZephyrusplayso
&hecurledstreams,withflowers'asmany
Astheyives,andaschoiy;
Herebealls,andwells,
Arboursrooodbine,ddells;
Choosewherethouwilt,whilstIsitbyandsing,
atherrushestomakemanyaring,
Ffialesoflove,
Hohoebe,huntinginagrove,
FirstsawtheboyEndymion,fromwhoseeyes
&erneverdies;
Howshesoftlyinasleep
Histemplesboundwithpoppy,tothesteep
HeadofoldLatmos,whereshestoopseaight,
Gildiaiher'slight,
Tokisshersweetest."
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Ihaveogotoseeruis,pipanywithafriendoraparty,butratherthetrary,fortheformerreasoheyareintelligiblematters,aalkingabout.Thesetacit,butunidovert.SalisburyPlaiicism,butStonehengewillbearadistiquarian,picturesque,andphilosophisettingoutonapartyofpleasure,thefirstsiderationaleshallgoto,intakingasolitaryramble,thequestioniswhatweshallmeetwithbytheway."Themindisitsow;;norareweanxioustoarriveattheendofourjourney.Imyselfdothehonoursilywelltoworksofartandcuriosity.IoookapartytoOxfordwith—showedthemthatseatoftheMusesatadista;Withglisteringspiresandpinna'd—"desthelearhatbreathesfromthegrassyquadraonewallsofhallsahomeintheBodleian;AndatBleesupersededthepowderedethatattendedus,andthatpointedinvainwithhiswandtooiesiures.Asaiontotheab,Ishouldnotfeeltiuringonajourneyiryanion.IshouldwaohearthesoundofmyowhereisaninvoluntaryantipathyinthemindofanEnglishmantnmannersandnotioheassistanpathytocarryitoff.Asthedistaneihisrelief,whichwasatfirstaluxury,beesapassionae.ApersonwouldalmostfeelstifledtofihedesertsofArabiawithoutfriendsandebeallowedtobesomethingihensoroldRomethatclaimstheutteranceofspeedIoyramidsaretoomightyfleplation.Insuchsituations,sooppositetoallone'sordinarytrainofideas,oneseemsaspee'sself,alimbtornofffromsolessohinstantfelloort.—YetIdidhiswantverypressingosetmyfootonthelaughingshoresofFrance.Calaisledwithyahefuse,busymurmuroftheplacewaslikeoilandwiomyears;nordidthemariners'hymn,whigfromthetopofanoldcrazyvesselintheharbour,asthesudown,sendanaliensoundintomysoul.Ioheairofgeneralhumanity.Iwalkedover"thevine-coveredhillsandgayregionsofFra;eredsatisfied;feofmanwasnotahefootofarbitrarythrones:Iwasatne,forthatofallthegreatschoolsofpaintiome.Thewholeisvanishedlikeashade.Pictures,heroes,glory,freedoms,allarefled,theBourbonsandtheFrehereisundoubtedlyasensatiisthatistobehaditismorepleasihanlasting.Itistooremotefromourhabitualassostobeaontopicofdiscourseorreferend,likeadreamoraeofexistepietoourdailymodesoflife.Itisaamomentaryhalluaoexgeouractualforouridealidentity;ahepulseofouroldtransportsreviveverykee"jump"allourpresentfortsands.Ourromantierantcharaottobedomesticated.Dr.Johnsotlefothefacilitiesofversationinthosewhohadbeenabroad.Infact,thetimeehdelightful,andiructive;butitappearstobecutoutofoursubstantialdhtexistenevertojoinkindlyontoit.Wearenotthesame,butanother,andperhapsmoreenviableindividual,allthetimeweareoutofourowntry.Wearelosttoourselves,aswellasourfriesomewhatquaintlysings,"OutofmydmyselfIgo."Thosewhowishtetpainfulthoughts,dowelltoabsentthemselvesforawhilefromthetiesarecallthem;butwebesaidonlytofulfillourdestihatgaveusbirth.Ishouldonthisatlikewellenoughtospendthewholeofmylifeintravelingabroad,ifIywhereborrowaospehome!
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