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"Richard，pleasetellmewhyyoucame."
"Idon'tknowwhyIcame，Gret."
"IfyouonlylovedmeasIloveyou，Richard，youhy."
Herfirembledinmyhand.Iknewshelovedme.Therehadbeennodoubtinmymindfrrete.
"PerhapsIshouldnothavee，"Isaid."Imadeamistake，Gret.Ishouldhavestayedaway."
"Butyouwillbehereht，Richard.YearlyintheYouaren'tsorrythatyoucame，forjustthisshorttime，areyou，Richard？"
"I'mnotsorrythatIamhere，Gret，butIshouldnothavee.Ididn'tknoasdoianyrighttoehere.Peoplewholoveeachotheraretheo;
"Butyoudolovemejustalittle，don'tyou，Richard？You'tpossiblylovemenearlysomuchasIloveyou，but'tyoutellmethatyoudolovemejustalittle？I'llfeelmuchhappierafteryouhavegone，Richard."
"Idon'tknow."Isaid，trembling.
"Richard，please—"
Withherhandsinmiightly.Suddehinge，athingthatstabbedmybodywithitsquiess.Itwasasifthewordsherfatherhadutteredwerebeiome.Ihadnotrealizedbeforethattherewassuchaloveashehadspokenof.Ihadbelievedthatmenneverlovedwomeniawomanlovedaman，buthereodifference.
&silently，holdiher'shandsftime.Itastmidhelightsinthevalleybeltur；buttimedidnotmatter.
&gsoftlytome，lookingupintomyfadlayinghercheekagainstmyshoulder.Shewasasmueasawstoaman，butIkIeverforcemyselftotakeadvantageofherlove，andtogoawayknowingthatIhadnotlovedherasshelovedme.Ihadnotbelievedanysugwheraveledallthatdistaoholdherinmyarmsforafewhours，aether，perhapsforever.
&wastimefointothehouse，IgotupandputmyarmsarourembledwhenItouchedher，butsheeastightlyasIheldher，andthehammeridroveirokeafterstroke，likeanexpahespearsofherbreasts.
"Richard，kissmebefo，"shesaid.
&heditopenforme.Shepickedupthelampfromthetableandthestairstothefloorabove.
AtmydoorshewaiteduntilIcouldlightherlamp，andthenshehandedmemine.
"Good."Isaid.
"Goodnight，Richard."
Iturhewiptokeepitfromsmoking，andtheacrossthehalltowardherroo
"I'llcallyouinthemintimeforyoutocatchyourtrain，Richard."
&quret'tletmeoversleep，becauseitleavesthestatioy."
"I'llwakeyouiime，Richard."shesaid.
Thedoorwasclosedafterher，andIturomyrooIshutthedoorandslowlybegaerIhadblownoutthelampandhadgotienselyawakeIknewIevergotosleep，andIsatupinbedateaftercigarette，blowihroughthesofthewindow.Thehousewasquiet.Oally，IthoughtIheardthesoundsofmuffledmovemeacrossthehall，butIwasain.
IinehowlongatimeIhadsatthereohebed，stiffahinkisuddenlyIfoundmyselfjumpingtomyfeet.Iopehedoorandranacrossthehall.Gret'sdoorwasclosed，butIkwouldnotbelodIturheknobnoiselessly.AsleoflightbrhtheopeningIhadmade.Itwasoopenthedoorwider，becauseIsawGretlyafewstepsaway，almostwithinarm'sreae.Iyeyeslightlyforamoment，thinkingofherasIhadallduringtheday'srideupfromthecoast.
&otheardmeopenthedoor，aknowIwasthere.Herlampwasburningbrightlyoable.
Ihadofindherawake，andIhadthoughtsurelyshewouldbeibesideherbed，herheadbowedoverherarmsandherbodyshakenwithsobs.
&'shairwaslyingoverhershoulders，tiedoverthetopofherheadaleblueribbohitesilk，hemmedwithadelicateladarouhecollaroflacewasthrownopen.
IkifulsheherthehoughIhadalwaysthoughtherlovely.IhadneverseenagirlsobeautifulasGret.
&heardmeatherdoor，ailldidnotknowIwasthere.Shekbesideherbed，herhandschedbef.
WhenIhadfirstopehedoor，Ididnotknoasabouttodo，butnowthatIhadseenherinherroom，kneelinginprayerbesideherbed，uIwaslookinguponherandhearingherwordsandsobs，IwasthatIevercareforanyoneelseasIdidforher.IhadnotknownuiionofafewseewthatIdidloveher.
IclosedthedoorsoftlyaomyrooThereIfoundadplaceditbesidetheaitfortheingofday.AtthewindowIsatandlookeddowomofthevalleywherethewarmriverlay.AsmyeyesgrewmoreaedtothedarkasifIwereingdclosertoit，soclosethatImighthavereachedoutaheithmyhands.
&hesuopofthemountain，Igotupaer，IheardGretleaveherroomandgodownstairs.IknewshewashurryingtopreparebreakfastformebeforeIlefttogetorain.Iwaitedawhile，aerofanhourIheardheringbackupthestairs.Sheklymyimes.
Ijerkedopenthedoorandfacedher.Sherisedatseeihere，whenshehadexpeestillasleep，thatsheotsayanythingforamoment.
"Gret，"Isaid，graspingherhands，"don&#etmeoff—I'mnotgoingbackthism—Idon'tknoasthematterwithmelastnight—IknownowthatIloveyou—"
"But，Richard—lastnightyousaid—"
"IdidsaylastnightthatIwasgoihismret，butIdidn'tknoastalkingabout.I'mnotgoingbatilyougowithme.I'lltellyouwhatImeanassooisover.ButfirstofallImehowtogetdowntotheriver.Ihavegottogodhtawayaerwithmyhands."
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