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第35章 一个朋友(第2页)

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每次他对我这样淡淡一笑,就会有一丝温暖和亲切流入我的心田。

我认为,每天能坚持到结束,都是他给予的力量让我坚持在这里,坚持下去。

好了,长话短说吧,他与我们共事仅仅一年后就死了。

在一场车祸中,他没遭受任何痛苦就死去了。

我一定是他在城里的唯一朋友,至少在参加葬礼时我是这样想的。

葬礼上,我只见到一位老妇人,或许是他的母亲吧。

她告诉我,一年前他刚刚失去了家庭,从那以后就不再说话,一个字也没有说过。

起初我不相信。

我还以为他不过是个沉默寡言的人,另外也没什么可说的。

但是突然,我意识到记忆中从未听到过他的声音。

直到那一刻我才恍然大悟。

他给予我那么多,而我对他的了解却如此之少。

他曾经是我的朋友,而如今我失去了他,再没有机会回报。

他是那样坚强,不管曾经发生了什么,他依然在付出。

那段日子里,我感到虚弱和内疚。

但从那以后,我开始关心身边的人,我感觉自己获得了新生。

Hewasn'taguyofbigwords,aoliveentirelyinhisownworld.Irememberthatduringthedaysheworkedwithusnolyknehereheorwhathewaslookingfor,andafterwardshedisappeared.Nobodyknewwherehehadgohewasdoingorifhehadfriendsorafamilytostaywith.Iguess,wedidn'tevenknowhisname—andevenifwedid,I&#ottenitany>

Thosedaysweremorethanhardforallofus.Thereseemedtobehegreynessofoureverydaylifewhichwastheonlycolourthatsurrouhehugecreteblockswelivedihegreyofthefactorydust,eventhecolourofourclothes,thatohavebeenwhitewasgrey.Itmusthavebeenabrightandshiningwhite…andI'texactlyreuchtimeIspenttryingtoimagihekindofwhiteitmighthavebeeewasthecolourofthekindofparadiseIsomugedtoliveinsomeday,greyleftbehindnothihaeofemptinessanddepression.IrememberhowIhatanyotherustbeasymbolforsomething,afeelingorwhatever.Onlygreyseemedtostandforabsolutelynothing.ThiswastheworldIlivedin,andsodidhe.

Havingourjobiorywasstillluxurythough,gthefactthatmostofushadfamiliestofeed.Andnotloartedtoworkthere,Iwouldalwaysfindhimwatthemaexttomine.We'dworkforhoursher,stayihhtsdriftingawaytoadiffereillawareofourhandsdoingthesamemovementsoverandaihatuntilthebellwtoendtheworkfortheday.Iusedtoworkinameicalway,followingthesamerhythmoverandain,andsodidhe.ButeverytimeIwasabouttogiveup,hewouldlifthisheadalesmile,asifhecouldguessmythoughts.Ithinkitwasactuallyhiseyesthatimpressedmemost.Theyweresodarkandstraight,andthoughtheyseemtobehidinganything,I'tgetridoftheimpressionthatsomehowhemustbehidihing.

&sawhim,hehadalwaysbeenarouimehegavemeohosesmiles,hewouldspreadabitofwarmthi,abitoffriendliness.Iguess,attheemusthavebeenhimwhogavemethestrengthtogoobybeingthere.

&omakealongstoryshort,hediedoerhestartedwwithus.Itwasacaradhedidn'thavetosufferverylong.ImusthavebeenhisoowwaswhatIthoughtwheohisfuheonlypersoherewasanoldlady,maybehismother.Shetoldmethathehadlosthisfamilyjusttheyearbeforeahedidn'tspeakanymore.Hehadn'tsaidasingleword.FirstIdidn'tbelieveher.Ijustthoughtthathewasafairlyquietpersoherewasnothingmuchtosayanyway.ButsuddehatI'trecalleverhavingheardhisvoiceatall.Onlythe!

HegavemesomudIkleabouthiHehadbeenmyfriendandnowIhadlosthimwithouthaviogiveanythingback.Hehadbeensthathewasabletogivewhateverhadhappened.

&weakinthosedays.Andguilty.ButafterthatIstartedtocareforthepeoplearouhinkIstartedtolive.

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