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自从第一次见到他,他就一直陪着我。
每次他对我这样淡淡一笑,就会有一丝温暖和亲切流入我的心田。
我认为,每天能坚持到结束,都是他给予的力量让我坚持在这里,坚持下去。
好了,长话短说吧,他与我们共事仅仅一年后就死了。
在一场车祸中,他没遭受任何痛苦就死去了。
我一定是他在城里的唯一朋友,至少在参加葬礼时我是这样想的。
葬礼上,我只见到一位老妇人,或许是他的母亲吧。
她告诉我,一年前他刚刚失去了家庭,从那以后就不再说话,一个字也没有说过。
起初我不相信。
我还以为他不过是个沉默寡言的人,另外也没什么可说的。
但是突然,我意识到记忆中从未听到过他的声音。
直到那一刻我才恍然大悟。
他给予我那么多,而我对他的了解却如此之少。
他曾经是我的朋友,而如今我失去了他,再没有机会回报。
他是那样的坚强,不管曾经发生了什么,他依然在付出。
那段日子里,我感到虚弱和内疚。
但从那以后,我开始关心身边的人。
我感觉自己开始新生。
&aguyofbigwords,aoliveentirelyinhisownworld.Irememberthatduringthedaysheworkedwithusnolyknehereheorwhathewaslookingfor,andafterwardshedisappeared.Nobodyknewwherehehadgohewasdoingorifhehadfriendsorafamilytostaywith.Iguess,wedidn’tevenknowhisname-andevenifwedid,I’vefottenitany>
Thosedaysweremorethanhardforallofus.Thereseemedtobehegreynessofoureverydaylifewhichwastheonlycolourthatsurrouhehugecreteblockswelivedihegreyofthefactorydust,eventhecolourofourclothes,thatohavebeenwhitewasgrey.Itmusthavebeenabrightandshiningwhite…andI’texactlyreuchtimeIspenttryingtoimagihekindofwhiteitmighthavebeeewasthecolourofthekindofparadiseIsomugedtoliveinsomeday,greyleftbehindnothihaeofemptinessanddepression.IrememberhowIhatanyotherustbeasymbolforsomething,afeelingorwhatever.Onlygreyseemedtostandforabsolutelynothing.ThiswastheworldIlivedin,andsodidhe.
Havingourjobiorywasstillluxurythough,gthefactthatmostofushadfamiliestofeed.Andnotloartedtoworkthere,Iwouldalwaysfindhimwatthemaexttomine.We’dworkforhoursher,stayihhtsdriftingawaytoadiffereillawareofourhandsdoingthesamemovementsoverandaihatuntilthebellwtoendtheworkfortheday.Iusedtoworkinameicalway,followingthesamerhythmoverandain,andsodidhe.ButeverytimeIwasabouttogiveup,hewouldlifthisheadalesmile,asifhecouldguessmythoughts.Ithinkitwasactuallyhiseyesthatimpressedmemost.Theyweresodarkandstraight,andthoughtheyseemtobehidinganything,I’tgetridoftheimpressionthatsomehowhemustbehidihing.
&sawhim,hehadalwaysbeenarouimehegavemeohosesmiles,hewouldspreadabitofwarmthioffriendliheemusthavebeenhimwhogavemethestrengthtogoobybeingthere.
&omakealongstoryshort,hediedoerhestartedwwithus.Itwasacaradhedidosufferverylong.ImusthavebeenhisoowwaswhatIthoughtwheohisfuheonlypersoherewasanoldlady,maybehismother.Shetoldmethathehadlosthisfamilyjusttheyearbeforeahedidn’tspeakasaidasingleword.FirstIdidn’tbelieveher.Ijustthoughtthathewasafairlyquietpersoherewasnothingmuchtosayanyway.ButsuddehatI’trecalleverhavingheardhisvoiceatall.Onlythe!
HegavemesomudIkleabouthiHehadbeenmyfriendandnowIhadlosthimwithouthaviogiveanythingback.Hehadbeensthathewasabletogivewhateverhadhappened.
&weakinthosedays.Andguilty.ButafterthatIstartedtocareforthepeoplearouhinkIstartedtolive.
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