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我说道,“尤其是这种事情发生了的时候。”
看到悲痛仍旧浮在他们脸上,我接着告诉他们恐惧也是正常、自然的。
我们就勒马尔谈论了一会儿。
就在这时,我才注意到霍莉在干什么。
她绕着教室走,从一个孩子到另一个孩子,也到老师那里,她把前爪贴在他们膝上,探身舔去他们脸上的泪珠。
孩子们不由地抱住她的背,使劲地用手指揉搓她的毛,要是一天都这样的话,霍莉准会成秃毛狗了。
她并不要求受到极大的关注,只是默默把爱和安慰送给人们。
在那漫长而又痛苦的一天里,霍莉不知疲倦地默默安慰着人们。
那天下午,我钻进汽车前座坐下来,感情的创伤令我身心憔悴。
我只想回家。
我回过头,惊奇地发现霍莉已经在后座睡着了。
她即使不比我更累,也和我一样筋疲力尽。
我的良心再一次受到谴责。
让自己的爱犬承担陷入痛苦的孩子们感情上的责任,这公平吗?她是不是该待在家里,享受宠物那悠闲的生活呢?
这些疑惑,可能说明了为什么有时我早上匆忙准备去学校时,要停下来,不是叫霍莉上车,而是看着她,问道:“今天你想去学校吗?”
当她急切地跳起,摇着尾巴,激动不已时,我想她已经回答了我们急于想要的答案。
是的,霍莉今天上班。
ForHollyaartedwithastraykitten.Abaheharshwiher,shehuddledinaballoeps,aarysotionallydisturbedwhereIprovidedtherapythreedaysaweek.
Thatm,Ikeptthekitteninmyofficewhiletheprincipalfiguredoutwheretotakeit.
Itstartedasthesoberlytraipsedintomyofficethatdayfortheirtherapy.Wheedthekitten,theirfalybrighteidteomeltaettedthestray,andoursessionswererelaxedahekittewasastoundingaheday,Iwashatgaplan.Mydog,Holly,wasagentle,gregarious,well-behavedseven-year-oldofmixedparentage.'tshehavethesamerelaxiheIseled?Enthused,IbeganpaperwpermissiHollytose,providiiosofals.
&roved,butmysupervisorclearlyletmeknowthatHollyarial.Theresponsibilityforahe"dogexperiment"wouldlandsquarelyonmyshoulders.
Optimistietheless,IsmiledatthesignspastedonmyofficedoorasIuonHolly'sfirstmwithmeatschool."Hollyishappytobehere,"thehadcarefullystenciled.Alreadythewererespondingpositivelytotheideaofadogselor.Hollysmyoffidwesettledinforadayofwork.
Asmallboyentered,andheandHollystaredateachotherwarily."Doesthatdogbite?"
"No,"Iassuredhi"Whydon'tyougiveheratreat?"Ihandedhimabagofmulticietreats."Piycoloryoulike,"Isaid.TheboychosearedtreataivelyhelditouttoHolly.Shelyaookthetreat,swalloweditquidlickedtheboy'shand.Theboysmiled.Holly'scriticaldebuthadbeenasuccess.
&hebellrang,asuoflittlevisitorscamettoseeHolly.AstheytookturnshaoHolly,shewaggedhertailaheirhands,shoroval.Itwasheweredrawntoher:Formawastheirfirstehunalace.
Durihatfollowed,Hollylearobarkatthe'sknoyofficedoor.Isetupaerforherinmyoffiapieceofcarpetremnant.Theeagerlyefortheirgvisits,sittingonthefloorbyHollyaing,brushing,playingwithandgiheyrelaxedwithHolly,theyletdowntheirdefenses.Ourgsessiohandproductive.
Littlebylittle,Holly'sinfluencereadherlittleyofficesatschoolbegantodrop,andthe'sdisruptivebehaviorssofteeachersduepettherapythroughouttheday,givingHollyashortpataheirspiritsinherpresence.
Ididn'trealizehowlovedHollywas,though,untilImissedtwodaysofworkwithstrepthroat.WhenIsickthefirstday,expegatoupathy,IwasimmediatelyaskedifthatmeantHollywouldhavetostayhome,too.Thesedday,IwasseriouslyaskedifIcouldatleastsendHollytoareeachersweretiredthequestion,"IsHtoday?"
beforese-year-oldLeMar,athird-graderwhovisitedHularly,wasshotandkillediicdispute.Hisclassmateslearragedywhiletheywerestillontheschoolbus,aheyarrivedatschool,theywereterrifiedandintears.
IhurriedtoLeMar'shome,Hbehindme.LeMar'steacherstoodtherewithtearsstreamingdow;Mydegreedidn'tpreparemetohahihis,"shesobbed.Imusteredallmysourdexpertisetoeupwiththerightwordstosoothethe
&quisokayforadultsa;Ibegan,"especiallywhehihishappens."Stillseeingthepainontheirfatihatitwasokaytobescared,thatfearisanaturalresponse.Forawhile,wetalkedabouthoouldmissLeMar.ItointthatIrealizedwhatHollywasdoing.
Shewaswherwayaroingfromchildtodtheteacher—puttipawsontheirlapsaguptolickthetearsfromtheirfasciously,thehuggedherbagtheirfihroughherfurwithsusitythatshewouldhavegonebaldifthey'ddoallday.Sheosignifitioquietlyexpressedloveandsolatiolykeptuphersilentfhoutthatlong,difficultday.
AsIslidiseatofmycarthatafternoon,Ileanedback,exhaustedfromtheemotionaltrauma.Ijustwaobehome.Glaothebackseat,IrisedtoseethatHollyhadalreadyfallenasleep.ShewasjustasdrainedasIwas,ifnotmoreso,and,notforthefirsttime,Ifeltapangofguilt.Wasafairtoaskmydogtotakeoionalresporoubled?Shouldn'tshebeallowedtostayhomeahecarefreelifeofahousepet?
&smaybewhy,evennow,Ioallystopinmyrushtoleaveforsthemand,insteadHollyintothecar,l,"Doyouwanttogotoschooltoday?"Whensheleapsupeagerly,allwagsa,Ifigureshe'saburionforallofus.Yes,Hollyiswtoday.
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