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我可爱的宝贝儿子!
月光下一个忏悔者跪在你面前,我亲吻着你的小手、你汗湿的额头和金色的鬈发。
若不是怕惊醒你,我真想一把把你抱起,紧紧地贴近我的胸膛。
我痛心和悔恨的泪水顿时涌了出来。
我知道,当你跑进我的书房亲吻我向我道晚安时,你心存至真、至纯且至深的爱!
Listen,son:Iamsayingthisasyoulieasleep,olepawcrumpledunderyourdblondcurlsstickilywetonyourdampforehead.Ihavestolenintoyourroomaloafewminutesago,asIsatreadihelibrary,ahot,stiflingwaveofremorsesweptuiltilyIcametoyourbedside.
&hethingsIwasthinking,son:Ihadbeencrosstoyou.Iscoldedyouasyforschoolbecauseyougaveyourfacemerelyadabwithatowel.Itookyoutotaskfornotgyourshoes.Icalledoutahrewsomesonthefloor.
AtbreakfastIfoundfault,too.Youspilledthings.Yougulpeddownyourfood.Youputyourelbowsoable.Youspreadbuttertoothiyourbread.Andasyoustartedofftoplayarain,youturnedandwavedahandandcalled,“Good-bye,Daddy!”
andIfrowned,andsaidinreply,“Holdyourshouldersback!”
&beganallaiernoon.AsIcameuptheroadIspiedyou,downonyourknees,playiherewereholesinyoursocks.Ihumiliatedyoubeforeyourfriendsbymargyouaheadofmetothehouse.Sockswereexpensive,andifyouhadtobuythemyouwouldbemi,son,fromafather!
Itid,sillylogic.
Doyouremember,later,whenIwasreadinginthelibrary,howyou,timidly,withasortofhurt,huntedlookinyoureyes?overmypaper,impatieerruptioedatthedoor.
“Whatisityouwant?”
Isnapped.
Yousaidnothing,butranapestuouspluhrewyourarmsaroundmynedkissedme,andyoursmallarmstightehahatGodhadsetbloomingiandwhiegleotwither.Andtheteriairs.
&wasshortlyaftererslippedfrommyhandsandaterriblesigfeare.Whenhashabitbeendoihehabitofplaining,findingfault,reprimanding—thiswasmyrewardtaboy.ItwasnotthatIdideueasuringyoubytheyardstiyo
Andtherewassomuchthatwasgoodarueinyourcharacter.Thelittleheartofyourswasasbigasthedawhewidehills.Thiswasshownbyyourspontaneousimpulsetorushinandkissmegoodnight.ers,tonight,sooyourbedsideinthedarkness,ahere,chokedwithemotionandsoashamed!
Itisafeebleato;IknowyouwouldhesethingsifItoldthemtyhours.ButtomorrowIwillbearealdaddy.Iwillchumwithyou,sufferwhenyhwhenyoulaugh.Iwillbitemytoientwordse.Iwillkeepsayingasifitwerearitual,“Heisnothingbutaboy,alittleboy!”
IamafraidIhavevisualizedyouasamaasIseeyounow,son,crumpledandwearyihatyouarestillalittleboy.Yesterdayyouwereinyourmother’sarms,yourheadonhershoulder.Ihaveaskedtoomuuch!
Dearboy!
Dearlittlesokyourinfantshrihemoonlight.Ikissthelittlefihedampforehead,andtheyellowd,ifitwerenforyou,Iwouldsnatchyouupandybreast.
Tearsdheartadremorseand,Ithier,deeperlove,whenyhthelibrarydooraokissme!
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